Christian Daze Maze

I recall from Catholic seminal seminary daze, Frocked monastic gaze vowed nerve-systemic chastity, self-sacrificing poverty, political obedience to a Great StraightMale Master of God's paradise reclusive House filled with sacred humane Men's Room Only vocations. Yet I experienced these three Green Commons commitments in reverse Taoistic NonZeroistic chronology of sacramental EarthCentric interest: Without fully embodying sensory-neural obedience, trust good faith good humor LeftBrain healthy secular Truth as also RightBrain safe sacred Beauty, Then poverty of spirit is a bitter exploitive pill to MonoCapitalistically swallow before too many competitive weeks and months pass anxiously by Without neuro-sensory chastity invoking my healthy regenerative compassion only when informed by universal climax wealth experience of sacred nature-spirited poverty of co-invested co-infesting cooperatively creolizing Light and Power; Theologically ecological poverty of StraightWhiteMale divinely-endowed anthrosupremacism could best be re-invited into WinWin cooperative co-investment when transparently vulnerable through healthy matriarchal prime Attachment, Further reinforced by post-pubescent sensory-neural sacred climax worship and praise, silent awe and verbalized and verbalizing and reverberating wonder, Obedience to Taoistically balanced ego-patrilinear LeftBrain verbalized through nonviolently, multiculturally felt wants, healthy co-invested thrusts, trusts, truths As also EcoWomanist RightBrain sacred felt silence, integral reception Green cooperative unitarian communion Deep listening for empowering sacred information inhalation Also enlightening dusty secularized disobedience, pathological need for win/lose subservience, posturing as win/win obedient Earth Healers, Regenerative repairers of active nonzeroistic healthy ego-hope from EcoMotherly masters vowing past and present and future green/blue EarthWealth revolving compassion.