Choose

I am sitting in darkness and fear I choose this dark lonely hole I refuse to live in your lies, I broke my own heart telling myself the same lies I can't pretend anymore I had to wake up some day ...it's today I choose to live and not die , I choose to fight back these tears in my eyes I don't understand why you would step on my heart when I gave it to you freely the mistake I keep making is listening to your lies I choose to live and not die , it's death or dishonor if I choose you then I decide to die so I choose to live without the lie