Chistmas and Ex Drinker

Christmas and ex-drinker Christmas day at a green rural hotel and for the first time in my life I was the only non-drinker and this made me feel superior since no other feelings were not available such as envy I had goat chops with salad about the only thing on the menu not sugary or fattening the sense of superiority grew to odium, I spoke aloud to show how happy I was and when they had liqueur and went on the terrace fo ra smoke I preferred to sit inside feeling superior and crying into my napkin