Child's Sweetest Misery

Cold touch of wind; lullaby-like i feel As i think of Someone who's culpable on me being like this I am now a strange basin, quietly confused and loudly worried All that fills me is a little pain, a big piece of misery I never thought of this, being a woman of reckless thoughts Someone who only thinks and got nothing to work Somehow it's the sweetest surprise that grasped my whole life That I miss Someone whom i know i can never live without Time runs as if it is restless and burdened Without You, I'm all alone, in silence but miserable Can smile a bit, yet in my eyes there's a point of grief A puppet away from its Master, feels like an orphan with himself Deep breathe i caught, speaks my whole thought I wanna meet you again though in the end of eternal road Even in my empty dream, still I am waiting for You Whispering Your Name, hope you could hear it too I miss the time when I speak with You, confessing my all Giving You my whole weights and surrendering my soul All I have that time is You in my entire world Yet, contentment and happiness are what You have brought I miss the time when i fight for You, with all Your Might I won every battle with Your Words as my knife Into Your hands only I depend and I never lose a single fight And now, I ask myself, how did I afford living You behind? I miss the time when I sing for You with all of my strength My heart shouted praises each time I say Your Name Even though I speak the bestest word one can ever hear It can never be compared by how You made me feel LORD, I miss You so bad, please! show me Yourself Now that I lack Your Presence I lose my whole self I wanna feel You again, You're all that I desire Foolishly seeking for an undeserved loving grace Realization trapped me that i've done everything wrong I know it's never too late for me to come back home My Father, this time, no one could ever snatch me from You You have saved me just once, but it's a lifetime redemption My LORD, my GOD, accept Your desperate child I'm begging for restoration of strength from Your hands Your words give me life, conceal them again in my heart As I obey Your command and recognize Your sacrifice