Cheated On

I cant fight for us when I'm fighting you yes I was gullible because being loved was all new all those things you said... lies filling my head was all you wanted just to get me in bed? strip my love and my dignity? discard my faith, and take my virginity? it took all I had to let some one in to love and be loved which all my life seemed a sin you know what I went through when I was young you knew that it all felt wrong yet something you did just made it feel right complimenting me constantly you groaning my name you liked how tight I was keep reminding me how right it was I came by to surprise you but I must admit I was surprised too deep inside I was sad but sorry as well and at that same moment I wanted you to go to hell and now .... righting these words I don't feel sad or sorry or mad I don't feel the same love for you at this moment I'm lost unsure what to do