Chattered Heart

Twenty one years ago, I lost something And ever since I've been searching I haven't been able to regain a thing And so my searching is continuing I feel lost in a world of facts What happens matters, at least to one I try to pretend and put up an act That life is normal, cause we made a pact These feelings won't go away I think that maybe some day I'll wake up and everything will be okay That my puzzled heart will be all together Because at that moment my heart was chattered I wish that I would know Which way your heart would go Because your actions didn't show So i ask, why was I not enough?