Chasing the Dragon Till Death

IN LOVE WITH A WOMEN WHO DIDNT LOVE ME... BLOOD, SWEAT, TEARS IS WHAT SHE WANTED IT TO BE. I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT HER, SHE DIDNT CARE WHO I WAS... I GUESS YOU CAN SAY, SHE WAS LIKE A DRUG. I NEEDED HER SO BAD I WOULD STAY AWAKE FOR DAYS... SHE WOULD LOVE ME AND LEAVE ME TRAPPED IN A MAZE. I WOULD WAKE UP IN SWEATS ON THE DEATH OF MY BED... SHE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, ENGRAVED IN MY HEAD. SHE USED ME AND ABUSED ME, BUT I WANTED HER MORE... WHEN SHE WANTED TO LEAVE, I WOULD LOCK EVERY DOOR. WE WOULD FIGHT IN THE NIGHT, AND MAKE LOVE IN OUR PAIN... THESE EYES REALIZED SHE WAS MAKING ME INSANE. I WAS ADDICTED TO HER WAYS AND HOW SHE MADE ME FEEL... IN A WORLD SO FAKE, SHE MADE MY WORLD SO REAL. SHE UNDERSTOOD MY PAIN AND HELD ME THROUGH THE NIGHT... ONE DOSE OF HER LOVE, ONE DOSE OF HER LIFE. I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND SEEN THE BEAST I WAS... IT WAS ME ALL ALONG, AND I WAS LIKE HER DRUG. I CAUSED HER MUCH PAIN, HER TEARS FELL LIKE THE RAIN... WITHOUT HER PICKING ME UP I WOULDNT BE THE SAME. SHE WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED HER, I WAS BLIND TO SEE... SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH MY LIES, GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME. SHE STOOD BY MY SIDE EVEN WHEN I DIED... I CAME BACK TO SHOW HER I NEEDED HER HIGH. THE REASON FOR LIVING, UNDERSTAND MY FORGIVING... I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE, ONLY IF YOUR WILLING. FOREVER MY LOVE OVERDOSE TILL DEATH... SHE IS MY 'CRYSTAL METH'!!!