Chaotic Emotions Floatin

Strong vibes and Genuine connection Everything I want and more Never thought Id ever again fall but Im trippin and stumblin cant control my feet and cant control my breathing My racin Butterflies swarming in my belly I feel myself melting and the wall protecting my heart breaking....What is this and Why is this happening ....I wanna go with the flow and let things take its course naturally....and just ride with the wind caustiously leaving everything to fate and destiny Im strong durable and can handle what life spins me through but to open my heart in the condition that its in with all the scars and withering I ask myself if its the thing to do...but Im a rebel without cause but within reason and dwells on the edge pushing it pass the limit sayin f%$k it throwing all caution to the wind....on my mallory knox s$%t ridin from beginning to end not giving a f%$k or indifferent to negative consequences...Method to my madness you might not understand but then again you are only on the outside peeking in