Change

change is the object and lesson of life answer to unhappiness, and purpose of strife moments come and confront my expectations people move through my life in tenuous relations distant though near, self enwrapped individuals including others to share theior lonely vigils even the ignorant and self satisfied mean to assure that there is another to ease and blur their own attitudes and personality alone we may drive ourselves into insanity with ourselves face to face would we see a state of grace? or would we, in our seclusion see a person who recoils in confusion we see ourselves often as we are not though sometimes we find ourselves caught in the eyes of others in our interaction to be misguided in a sense of satisfaction then we must on their honesty depend point out my wrongs, though i may defend if i am confused or unaware you can help me if you but share observation or personal impression often i am lax in comprehension if you see a problem, or it's cause do what it takes to give me pause \for at times i am blind and only through others can i find what i am doing wrong or right so please give me your sight i may not follow your advise right away but i will remember the words you say for we see ourselves often reflected in others faces judged and mis-judged, using others cases not what we are, but how we are bercieved if we share our thoughts, would we be believed? ours is interconnected life motivated by solitaryu voices only we hear them, and then we make our choices left without company i am inclined to ponder ussually most happy when my mind can wander the pathways of the soul, quiet and undistyracted some parts repulse me, by others i'm attracted i see one thing most clearly, a change due to need self preservation is paramount, it's warnings to heed i have been many different things in the past as i grow older the changes start coming fast i will not life forever, i could die tomorrow would any be left to feel sorrow? i would live my life the way that i came pure of thought and deed the same enjoying this beautiful world where i live darkness brightened by the hope God can give for my wants, and even pain, gratitude is solution change for whatever reason brings resolution p.s. busybodies, do-gooders, tee-totallers, ignorant and **** retentive people, kindly mind your own business!!!!!!!!!!!!!!