Chained Hands

La Di Dum... La Di Dum Tugged back and forth Between places of Love and Hate My chained hands cover my crying face Longing to be in your arms This debacled girl is in Love I have scrupples of wether or not I should confess Or if instead I should recede I have condoned this sad little fact Even as you beguile my heart I don't know if you feel the same With your distantly tired eyes My worries settle at the sound of your opiate voice Peaceful slumber in translucent wings Masked behind a colored shadow Spreading out like a disease Smile for me for a smile back This cheery complection Hides the saddness in my eyes That or it amplifies it Emotionless tears spill out And then they become pain The aching of my chest and mind Recollect hidden memories of you Begging, pleading for something absolute Dismissed as childish play Even though it's the game of Death in diguise So long ago I began giving up on this pathetic feeling Cursed for its impending return Looking to you to save me Waiting for you to hate me Never had I wanted some one's hatred Until now To say "I love you" is to die How amusing, considering I'm already undead So I still say it Because I have eons left Dear one do you love me? If not oh well If so how astonishing Either way... I'm still in love with you