'cause You'Re My Cocaine

I turn off the lights then I turn on the radio I lay on the floor and my eyes are drawn to the window I guess you never knew that it’s my daily attitude I avoid meeting people outside ’cause I don’t wanna mix their voices with yours in my head I walk with a blindfold around my eyes cause I don’t wanna distort your picture in there they think I’m living alone but I’m not lonely they ask how can I communicate with the walls but I’m not crazy maybe my way to live is kinda strange but it’s my only issue to still remain alive and despite the pain that burns me inside I never think of leaving this world the world, which contains my star! to sleep in the night, I imagine you here covering my body with your love and caressing my long dark hair with your sweetness. I cannot detach myself from my bed in the morning if I cannot imagine your lips tickling my cheeks and your words warming up my heart I never have breakfast, lunch or dinner If you are not around my kitchen, hugging my back and singing BABY YOU ARE MINE I know that I’ve got all the symptoms of a psychopath girl and if you try to kick me out of this fantasy I’m gonna be a dangerous criminal out of control ‘Cause you are my cocaine and my life without you is like a Halloween they ask why my eyes are always closed do I have to see a doctor? I just reply that I’m filming a movie in which I’m the principal director and if you want to watch it, you have to buy your ticket at the cemetery gather around my grave the day of my death with my dreams but don’t forget to recount me the end of my movie ‘Cause even when I’m the producer I don’t have the right to chose the Farewell of my virtual story…