Carla's Pain

As a child it appeared to be all well.As well as I could tell. Food on the table. Clothes on my back.Know I said I hope it will always be like that. As the Holidays come around we all came together. Which was usually so much fun. With the exception of that loud and crazy one. As I grew older and began to see things for what they truly are.Thats when the pain and hurt began to start. As my innocence began to slip away. I just did not know how I could make it from day to day. Even though deep inside I just did not know which way to turn. Thinking to myself is there a lesson for me to learn. I still tried to smile and be nice through all my turmoil noone could see. In spite what was being done to me. AS time rocked on. Know Iam grown. Still so much hatred in the world. Thinking to myself maybe it will be better since Iam no longer a little girl. Boy was I so wrong. Seem like the hurt became so intense and strong. Even though know I just want it to stop. So much pressusre I feel like Iam going to pain That is the story of Carlas pain. Wishing things will change!!!!!!!!!