Cant Live Without You

If you could see me now You will know what I’m going through because in your heart you know I just can’t live with out you My heart is hanging on a string Holding on to my feeling tight And it refuses to give up Even thought its losing the fight And there’s nothing that I can do My life is over, completely doom I wish I could tell that to the birds That’s singing out side my bedroom Flying about on the tree branches Then up to the sky they flew Not knowing it’s the last day of my life Because I just can’t live without you Life is beautiful all around us Mother natures’ at its full beauty The big bright yellow full moon Shines across the land and see Miles of jasmines are in bloom Rainbows of red, yellow, green, blue All goes together so beautifully But still not as beautiful as you I am hurting more than I can bear And no one even have a single clue That today I bid the world goodbye Because I just cant live with out you I poured my feeling in my poems Trying to empty myself of the pain But it just invites fresh emotions Inside me to hurt all over again It’s the first time I ever love someone And my heart is now forever hers And if I can’t be with her Living my life with lost its cause Love isn’t finding some one to live with That is not what love is about Love is finding some one That you can’t live with out Today I decided to take control Of my life for once and for all Will climb to highest tree And let my lifeless body fall My last words ill, be the name of the girl When translated means a “picture “ And I will explain our love story In a last hand written letter Please don’t judge me for this action I tried so very hard honest I do But my whole world just fall apart Because I cant live without you Mother may god give you the strength To cope with what I have done But you have your sons and their children To help ease the pain when I’m gone