Cant Let Love Go

I’ve taking the trust that we have made & Put it to the side By risking our relationship On the selfish things I thrive Knowing nothings ever perfect in life I’m just going for the ride Want us last but when we crash I have a habit to run and hide I love you unconditionally Sometimes I don’t see why? At times I really want to leave But know that it’s a lie I mentally abuse you And constantly I make you cry It’s all the same I try to change Because it’s killing me inside I need you, to keep my sanity Or my emotions they would die The love you give flows through veins I need it to survive Swear you give me that one feeling So I’m subject to rely On you what you do I couldn’t leave you if I try Was waiting all my life for love But when it did arrive I t stood right a crossed from me And looked me in my eyes With an enlighten soul That thing I now despise Had crept up on me from behind And took me by surprise