Can'T Control Desire

Silence, broken the heart just squeezes tight Nothing feels normal nothing seems right Each breathe burns like alcohol it has a bite Too tired to keep on with this fight Every step taken in your direction Loving you so much yet hating my reflection Pulled apart one side only giving, the other offers only rejection All this going on clogs up my words impossible ejection Filled to capacity cant take any more Knowing a blow up is on its way so sure This mind this soul this rot has no cure My purpose this night far from pure Self destruction would only descibe the very tip So tired of the mouth, that constant lip Tongue going so fast cant help but trip Watch reality as its center starts to rip