Can I Taste the Fruits of Paradise

Earthly treasures drag me down Pleasures and short term comforts All my heart's desires feels like i cant stand a chance but my eyes are open wide and getting off the way is my choice Sitting all by myself end times signs l see fear of death and hell covers me with a strong shivering noway to escape for i am so blinded looking at these beautiful and sexy girls walking half naked, cant vent wish i could hold a hundred grand to spend with haws and bitches enjoying life dearth is coming feels like after dearth comes cipher with no treasures to hold Life is supernatural, metaphysical we all came from something and we are going somewhere will i stand the taste of time with these useless short term desires Cover me Lord The treasures that l hold the beaut that i posses they are stealing my time Lord, would you take me as i am show me the right way to live and make me taste the fruits of paradise