Can I Have Whatever I Want

Lord I don't know why I keep doing things wrong And You forever are correcting me When am I ever going to stop doing things wrong? I don't like that What can I do? What can I do to stop it? Do You have that much power, God? I am looking at You to stop it I dare You I am tired of whatever what comes And I have no control over it Is it supposed to be? That's the way it should be? Waste of time anyway Asking You Do You have a better idea? You always have a better idea But You don't share it Then boom You gave But always after leading us through a. That stands for everything And anything you can think of Whatever God Whatever I just know that I don't want to do it no more You can have it or more I just don't want the more Or do I? I don't know You just have me all confused I want the more but not that Can I have whatever I want? Lol