Calm For Pain

Smile, gently. Calm for pain. You'll be the bane of my existence. So for.. At the instance, you pleased. Impressed, I am, 'till now. For hours, I pend, stuck on thought. Tending to hurt.. Ever seeking unvalued, yet deemed A wishful, dream. This is a lie of infection, Ever hungry, Ever deceitful. Lost to cause, Lost to me. This is a lie of intention. Evermore and even more, Unto me, lasting be. Smile, gently. Calm for pain. You'll be the bane of my existence. This is a lie of intention. Ever more and even more, Unto me, lasting be. Deemed a wishful dream. ~Written in 2004 (Monday, 10th, November) when I was sixteen.