Calling Me Deeper

DEEPER.. I was a lost child. With no destination, I was lost truly lost. I wasted half of my life on vanity. I thought it was fun some of us do, I followed that part, I went deeper so deep. I was hoping to see more fun, but I found nothing. I was so deep. when I could not find pleasure. I wanted out. but I was deeper, deeper I could not see. it was dark. I did what was in the darkness cause I could not see. the darkness was calling me. there was no where for me to go. it was then I knew it was a trap. deeper, I was deeper, I found no more pleasure but could not get out. I went deeper looking for something of pleasure. I was tired of the weight of the cross. since no more pleasure, so I wept I wanted out the tears of !y eyes was as hot as Hell and so pitiful I look. Then I thought am done with. I saw a light only then I knew I was surrounded with dirt. I followed the light. I was getting out. I had encouragement. A voice was with me. He was faithful. He took me out and then the weight of sin left me little by little because I seek pleasure in things of eternal. I want deeper. there is a constant joy. the pleasure was not temporary. It tasted like everlasting pleasure. I want deeper. deeper.