Broken Worth

...Since i desire you in ma life....i desire war at times....i see beauty in gazing at you....i found value living to watch you....i experience love every moment beside you...i define worth from every single smile at me from you.....a hug from you worth me full happiness....i never live a day outside what we both share in common(the redefined lost)....i wished you never left me....i wished your abscent never hurts me.....i wished your tears never never sceared ma fears.....i wished we both could forgive our ego and pride and lust....i wished i never experience love from nobody but you.....i wished you never stoped the songs that gives ma soul the happiest moment of time.......i need you in ma life....i need you to ocupy ma time.....i need you to give me dejavu......i need you to make me feel renewed.....i need you to keep ma space from being empty of persion,pride,beauty love......i need you to make me feel like a man,sincerly your abscent is the incomplete part of ma life.I lost you i lost the world....Beside you no-one deserve ma words....your impact in ma life makes me knot....ALASS!!!