Broken Heart

So this is how it feels, to walk around carrying a broken heart, Trying to drag yourself while your broken heart anchors you to the ground, Why would you do such a thing to a someone? Could it be out of hatred or is it the causality of love? I was ready to give you everything, My love, my time, myself, But I guess you found it better to destroy me, And walk victorious over my ruins and call it just a joke. Am I that meaningless and despicable that I deserved all of this from you? Or was it all a game for you to test how long I would stand your torment? I truly am sorry that I wasn’t a real challenge for you, For you ruined me with your first lash at me. I was ready to make your life a living paradise, A heaven down on earth with me, But I guess it wasn’t meant for us to be, For our perception did not meet. Therefore you broke me, You made me love you and bound me with a leash, So that once I began to see the truth and stray away, You would pull me back and strike at my emotions. I really felt we could have been great together, But you truly proved me wrong, Hopefully I’ve learnt my lesson now, Not to be this naive next time.