Broken and Destructive

It was 6 months then it fell apart It was his choice The heart that was once whole Is now broken and I'm destructive Everything I touch Breaks Everything I love Fades Nothing seems right Everything I say is wrong I stand up then I'm wronged Things are never fair. Then here he comes My best friend I've known him for so long My heart isn't put in place Because it's scared to break again But he makes it easy to love him So we will try Starting slow I'm not broken I'm not destructive Just misunderstood And want to be loved I'm fixing myself