Broke Me Down

Something has apprehended me, I'm intimidated by what I fear. Petrified of loosing control of me personally, I couldn't fathom my life to disappear. The sadness is breaking me down inside, one blow at a time! Loosing sight of what is important to me, maybe that's a sign. So many thoughts are running though my head, I can't piece the words together. Formerly, there used to be direction in my life, I can't comprehend it, there's nothing left to savor. Wishing that I could recognize and effortlessly adore life's simple treasures. Numerous memories to visualize, just one more time, to seize life's unique pleasures. Am I walking around in circles? bolting from the pain. I can't decipher through the debris in my head, am I insane? Shrieking out internally, loosing track if what is real. My mind is gradually deteriorating, I see it drifting away, terror is entirely what I feel. Wishing that I could recognize and effortlessly adore life's simple treasures. Numerous memories to visualize, just one more time, to seize life's unique pleasures. Lying alone, locked up inside myself, tears flow from my blood shot eyes. The screams restricted within are driving me insane, Who the hell am I? What has happened to me? Somewhere along life's road, I have relinquished all control. Everything has spun out, like squealing tires in the night, taking possession of my soul. I'm slipping further into the darkness and my surroundings are terrible cold. Screaming to a crowd without a voice to carry my words, a fear that my heart molds. Wishing that I could recognize and effortlessly adore life's simple treasures. Numerous memories to visualize, just one more time, to seize life's unique pleasures.