Bring On the Pain

Bringing out struggles and hardships Echoing pain from within myself Resounding outside my protective walls Going again and again Seeking relief from internal struggle Trying new revenues for my suffering Desperate for the answer I turn to things forbidden and hurting I slowly lose my sanity As I watch the blood pour from man-made wounds Leaking out tears and the essence of life Leaving out pain from all thought Ignoring the burning will power to start again Recreating stains of ruby red Calling for a hopeless world That only turns their backs I find the will to end what I started Finishing my self-inflicted torment And wishing I could block the pain that escaped from the holes I never thought I'd make...