Bring My Love Home

She's dying over and over From the insanity of the missing The heart will repair Though I wouldn't dare say this At the sky she stares Continuously She says life must go on I must go on she says I don't want to be without him As she opens the second bottle of vodka If I'd had a choice I'd of gone with him But I'd never wish for him to ever feel This crushing feeling Not for a instance In the night she thinks I'm sleeping But I hear everything Dear God I was wondering if I could have a moment of your time ? I know your a busy bloke and that, your tired with all these voices shouting up at you, I would be too. But I thought I'd give it a go. I know your the universal spirit and there's lots on your mind, so I tell you what I'll talk and you can just listen, give me your views at the end. I was wondering if you've looked in on me lately See God I'm feeling incredibly unhappy, Distraught you could say, miserably alone. I know there's millions, probably billions I don't know the average, but no matter. I know there's other's wanting your attention, The people dying from cancer or The African village women screaming for you to stop the men taking their kids, Putting them on smack to fight there twisted gorilla wars. Our boys in Afghanistan getting maimed and slaughtered. So firstly I was wondering if it's normal to feel this way ? You see I think of him so much he enters my dreams as soon as I close my eyes, Is this your doing ? Tell me what I have to do to stop this fog, Tell me when I reach the other side I'll still be me, Tell me it's ok to still cry silently, without even knowing, Then, Tell me how to stop the tears, Tell me, if this ache in my chest relieves, Tell me, I'm standing this pain to be with him again, Go on tell me ??!!! I'm so alone I bet you got all the Angels up there keeping you company, Hay I thought they were supposed to be down here looking after us ? Point is, the real point is You got something of mine and I want it back. I'm not blaming you, well I am sort of, I think your a really good bloke but took too much on, We all do it now and then don't we. I mean the church wrote your book didn't it, It's really down to Matthew , Mark , Luke, and John, you should really send them boys down here, I know a lot of people who want a word with them. They're responsible for war, Famine and mass genocide, Because be honest all wars start at religion one way or another don't they. I'm Sorry I've gone off track, What I was saying is, my dad told me if he'd of died when he got kidney failure It's God's will. Well if it's your will, Do me a favour and send my husband back I wasn't finished with him yet. And if you can't do that, Tell him something for me, Tell him I love him, But lie, say I'm ok. Say I'm getting by, I got sleeping tablets off the doc, Say I'm almost happy. Not to worry. Tell him I'm rushing towards death for him, That I've stocked up on vodka. God, tell him I'll be there soon.