Breakthrough To You

Ever feel like you're damned if you do Damned if you don't No matter what you do It's never right One day I'm ready to give up the fight The next day not so much From reality I fall And I'm losing sight I know how much I'm losing touch Fantasy has come to play It don't want to say goodbye or go away I'm afraid it's here to stay From these feeling I do not stray They are here every damn day All it would take from you is a phone call Your voice to say That you love me to Or that you want me to stay away I need to know one way or the other I'm sorry I'm such a bother Until then loneliness Will be the price I pay Why did we let our Circumstances get the better of us Somewhere along the path we'd lost our trust And fate took over and got in the way Why did I let people dictate What exactly I would to you say Why did we get caught up In a game neither one of us Really knew how to play One there were no winners for We both lost each other in the end And our hearts were tore Our pride needed to mend We just needed to grow, come back and bend Maybe though it really needs to be put to rest Perhaps that what is best Once and for all But I know I'm not that strong Loving you just can't be wrong I hope and pray Soon one day Things between us will all end okay For now though All my love is always being sent your way I'm sorry I still am in love with you Maybe someday I'll get it together But at this point that may just take forever I no longer have any ideas on just what exactly to do I keep the hope alive that maybe someday I'll break through to you