Bottled Up Emotions

Never keep your emotions bottled up inside If you do, your world will just collide Believe me I know exactly how it feels The pain is so extreme you would wish it wasn’t real I act as if things do not hurt me But inside it drives me crazy It really helps to write my pain away Even though that relief doesn’t actually stay My lack of confidence destroys my soul I guess I’ll never feel like I’m whole I feel like I’m going to explode For carrying all this heavy load Sometimes I think of cutting my skin Or shooting a bullet from under my chin Burning or drowning, I don’t really care As long as I’m longer going to be here Sometimes I wish that I wasn’t born And as I grow I get colder with all this scorn My life is no picnic, but it isn’t hell It’s somewhere in the middle and inside of a cell Trapped by my mind and every emotion Often I have a giant commotion But I’m happy to know that other people has this pain And that I’m not the only one being driven insane For everyone in this world that could relate I hope that one day your life will be great By Julie Alcin