Blur

This weekend went by in a blur And here I am again Stuck here as if I never left Not sure how or why But I have been at this awful place before Labeled animosity for some time now You have taken me to this place before And I’m not sure what I can do To avoid being trapped here much longer So I did what I thought I could never do And that’s give up all hopes That we could ever be anything And to curse you so you would think You’re nothing to me Now I just have to live with my decision And act as if I’m alright When secretly every time I hear you laugh I’m dying inside So kill me as you have done So many times before For it won’t be too long Before any fond memories Are left and then I’ll be Gone…