Blue Prints

you never know what you have, until it's gone, well I believed that statement for far to long you left me here alone this small space closing in and heating up like "The Pit and the Pendulum" I am captured by my enemy and my end will not be abrupt for you decided to keep me close and watch my every move you liked it when I screamed and begged for mercy and all these memories my life has cursed me it's your face that haunts me the most How I never seen it in your gaze or how you pace did you even care that you caused me pain how your little child was driven insane that I was tortured and hated I would have rather been suffocated then be by you, a lustful man was this all part of my undoing all part of your plan?