Blue Hearts

1 man all by himself no one understands The government even determine when he can see his kid Now he got a bunch of stuff running through his head Streets getting wild Never knew he wasn’t my mans I was in denial But Before I give you up to oops I’ll cut off my hand Split decisions I cried every second time moved another hand Praying the deputy don’t stop me cuz these tags are dead I had a few neutrals with me Im lost in a perfect world of sin You don’t really love me or would like to see me win I wanted to commit suicide Did you see how I pretend To be happy I’m tired but I could never seem to bend At capacity they still let me and my girl in she snuck in through the back with me I lost my mommy and a few of my best friends What’s life i just entered a movie Shrimp over rice cold nights I feel like I’m losing Battling depression since an adolescent the only thing kept me moving was my smooth sense of humor and how the women with big influence Pick and choose me It’s not enough knowing my equations not adding up my father alive we never hugged I just dap him up Traveling far in the woods to free the demons that’s attached to us Everything I harvested around the tree of knowledge I crafted something I will never make it out the jungle because I actually love it This irrational function I see dragons let em get a pass Just to watch the volcano erupt Without the money who famous as us People left me hungry they prolly thought I was on angel dust Child support will always haunt me I ran it up but did not flaunt it I cried so many nights in my closet I can’t even breathe without Tosha I created a suicide letter trashed it Then I went to work Bragging about who car the fastest I crashed 3 whips in 2021 My last whip caught on fire I sat in it till a civilian pulled me out I rather sit in flames thinking when I die they’ll love me now Peace I’m much better with peace Peace to my friends I feel less better with Greeks I’m a god I’m much better than these Pions I remember I used to tell that to breeze No fraternity will ever love me more than the team I don’t even know who supporting my dreams I got my toes in the sand watching the flow of the stream