Blocked

Emotionally I have hit the wall Speeding as a bullet My flow was stopped sudden Though the momentum still persists Wriggling to break free With arms tethered to the side A self-created straightjacket In this case keeps me in harm I can see the answer ahead Feel the sense of freedom it brings But it seems so out of reach Fingers that cant quite touch The time that has passed terrifies Years wasted in unhappiness As if to break free is wrong-doing I lay here motionless, still If I was to die tomorrow I would have but one regret That I did not push on forward Instead I wallowed in blocked