Bleeding In Pain Aching Inside

Trying to mend what i tore Not wanting to hurt no more But i can't help but feel remorse I tried to listen to reasons But if i go on i would have unbearable pain Hearing your voice linger in my brain Your words cut deep i can hardly explain All i feel is bitterness and shame How can there be so much pain in a place Where there is so much joy Pieces of my heart now shredded lay I feel like i never wana love agian What has happened has never been spoken Everything around me has been broken Slowly darkness creeps Sadness without tears i weep Withering, shrivering There's no words just silence Believing this love was abiding But all along i was blinded Now only emptiness and darkness reside In the darkness of the night I break down and cry Cutting my skin to feel alive Bleeding in pain aching inside...