Bleed For Me

Bleed for me Why? Why what she says? Why do you cut, why do you bleed yourself? Why do birds fly, how the heck should I know? Ah but you are so beautiful, soft and sweet You see only as you wish, no one looks closer At the inside of me No one sees the mirror I see Tiss not true, I see through your eyes Come then take a good look, stare into my emptiness You see nothing ok? I remain quiet, somewhat stunned at the rebuke We both stare out the window, a broken neon sign Singing with the wind She whispers If I cut myself, to pieces I will slowly disappear and float away Inside will be outside The emptiness in my eyes will be everywhere The Ferris-Wheel ride will end I slowly gathered up some rather random thoughts My life was sunny Then one day it rained Then sunny Rain and sun, rain and sun Then the rain came again And again… Dark clouds hovered The days all became nights Until there was daylight no more A ghost taunted… I no longer mattered Until I became the ghost So you see, I have nothing left to cut She shyly looked over at me, confused it seemed You, you… you have money You look handsome I dare say you seem well off You have it all, and want for nothing The neon sign, the crickets, the bedside clock A symphony of sound in a room of silence, tick tock. Tick tock. Slowly, I discovered words, softly I dared repeat them You said I see nothing In this, is true, I did look into your eyes, I saw Inside of you nothing as you say Emptiness I saw a poverty of wanton desire, lost to this world In this you are also wrong For as I stared you refused to avert my curiosity Our eyes locked The emptiness inside of you You see Is me Time continued its journey Tick Tock went the clock Silence crept towards a comfort Imperceptible, a few of their fingers interlaced Touching The neon sign stop flickering And cried