Blanket of Darkness

I lie here in a blanket of darkness Not knowing where I’m to go Do I return to the land of the living Or walk into the bright light aglow I lie here enshrouded in numbness For a moment the pain is all gone Do I leave it forever behind me Or bear with it and carry on I lie here in a state of confusion About the status of my journey I am not sure that this decision Is entirely left up to me I lie here in a blanket of darkness Not knowing where I’m to go Do I return to the land of the living Or walk into the bright light aglow