Blank Pages

I stare at the blank page And wonder where to begin Since I have run out of words of dismay My heart gives me ink no more I’d die to hear your voice again And I wait for hours on end But you kill me when you do call You talk as if you dialed a stranger I’m left more bereft with every conversation You trying to phase me out Me crawling to get back in I go seeking bigger troubles Then the one that already besieges me The “I miss you” means nothing to you For it seems now that I was the only one there You left long before Throwing me a casual adieu