Blame It On Me

I've accepted and told myself that everything is my fault, my hearts been nothing but a tightly closed vault. Trying too hard to be perfect, a big mistake, thinking I have control of something such as fate. My mind is always racing wanting to feel at peace, I wish this distance between us would finally just cease. Realizing how you've been feeling all this time, taking my punishment for such a crime. Everything that I can do for us I'm giving it a try, wanting it to become habit so we don't have to cry. Blame everything on me, I can't debate, please don't fill your heart with hate. Emotionally, verbally, mentally and physically I'll give you my all. to pick myself up from such a terrible fall. Will I ever be able to hold you again? Can we get past this rut we're in? I don't have all the answers, I don't want to live in vain, But unconditionally loving you I'll have the world to gain.