Black Blood

Black Blood EmoxSuicidexSilence Sometimes i wonder why can't i disappear why cant i just die i can't ever just be happy, just once what else can i do but just curl up and lay somewhere in the dark i'm caught in a web where i'm a puppet and can't get loose from the strings that have captured me my pain and my sorrow makes me wanna die it makes me wanna stay asleep sleep is my wonderland of happiness sleep takes me away from reality……. it lets me dream things dream a better place for me to crack just a little smile……. but i can not smile anymore for my soul and heart is broken and lost from all happiness if i do smile it will only be fake shall i die of a broken soul? or shall i wander this earth in pain and agony for all eternity?