Bittersweet Solitude Part 2

I feel like my life is a clean slate I feel you lingering in my thoughts...you stitched up my insecure frame of mind And stitched up the little pieces of memory that knits a smile on my face I don't know how to escape my poverty and unstable reality I should've drove on another lane...now I'm far from home But you cheer me up with your appealing effulgence You beam at me as if your the sun illuminating the sky...you amaze me with your brilliance My fears are ganging up on me My tears are springing out of my blue-green eyes Untangle me from my demise and help me reach prosperity Take me away from my mystifying reality... Sift out my remorse Things are getting out of hand... Out of course... I wish I could fight your wars for you But you refused my helping hand We should both go to the promiseland Please don't refuse this offer Or I'll feel rejected for eternity Stay with me forever until I die...we'll share our glory and we'll both take turns and write a fascinating story Will there be an open door for me to step inside my dreamland? Will it lead to His promise land?