Bitter Cold Blow

seems lately ive been losing my mind in the same way of a different kind never any happy ending to its chime.. only these notes and emotions followed by a ryhme its like a puzzle that never fits.. with my body awake and a tired mind i put my soul into overdrive and try to flush these things out before they come out to shine and i know things will never come out fine because i lose every single time i keep repeating the same mistakes but im trying to resist and not catch the shakes just wish i could know.. what will be at the end of my own rainbow.. but right now all i feel is the winds bitter cold blow