Better To Let Go

Literally feeling like dying of boredom… Feeling like a freak, unleashing dumb foolishness while drunk on rum My noggin is full of negativity and positivity mixed together My cranium is about to explode like a volcano…erupting…then, I’m feeling a lot better The lava tears of my eyes are now frozen fractals inside me The guava drink I consume is released like a waterfall of envy You can have all of me if you can find me in the woods of my heart You can try to devour my strong-worthy soul, but you can’t from the start From down under the surface, I am the sunset of your hopes and fears From up above the starlight sky, I am the shimmering sunrise as it appears To be in your grasp and your gaze, mesmerizing to the sight To your embrace and your maze of thoughtful touch tonight I’m no longer in the blasphemed boredom kingdom of crazed bewilderment I’m lost in your eyes of empathy and I found my pathway of empathetic echoes You’re such a belonger to my heart’s drum beats, beating in bliss so eloquent I’m found in your embrace of encouragement, but who knows if I’ll let you go to the breeze as it blows Let go, let go, let go of all jealousy in the past Let go, let go, let go of all coy hatred and be mine at last Because you’re a bouquet of flowers, So full of love and starlit night for hours You give me super human powers The sweet moment you turn me around And show me your tranquility towers I’ll be kind to myself and be with you, cuddling with you and remaining homebound Literally feeling at one with you and your desirable flames of fervent adoration No longer bored, so I sing you to sleep and no longer hoarding things I can’t afford Your voice makes me fall asleep and your serenading sure got me in total elation Pour forth your pleasurable, painless passion upon my kind spirit that is as musically melodic like a professional pianist, playing in perfection on the beautiful keyboard Cradle me to sleep with your nestled lullabies Speak to me words of bliss and thanksgiving Handle me with your mechanical hands that shine oh so divine Wish we were forever together, but deep down, I know you’re mine Of course, my love, I love you You made my boredom turn to happiness My darling, I adore you, I do You made my fiery passion burn gladness You make me explode as you explore my body forevermore You make my elegant empath vibes vibrate vivaciously evermore Vibrant vitality veers its beauty in our direction As we endlessly make love with faraway affection Am I still that freak, unleashing dumb foolishness? Or am I your wise and delightful child at play and progress? Will you be by my side till the end of time and even then, will you still stay here? Abide by me at all times and subside from the tide of suicide and overflow with cheer Have no fear in your heart please Please know that I do love you so much and more Catch your tears in the jar of ease Ease your pain I must do to see you finally soar to the core Unleash your inner ambition Walk with me on this expedition You’re my one and only admiration and sweet temptation…you elevate me with sensually fantastic sensations You’re far from sad devastation, for I surrender to you as I do my daily earnest muses and prudent meditations It’s better to let go of this dying sensation of boredom in the making It’s better to let go of you for a while to remain sane as I’m sinking Below and underneath the watery grave I call my distressful prison I know that I’ll stay with you soon afterwards and have a little fun But, for now, I must let go…let go…let go… Until I can let stay with you as the sunrise shines aglow Until the nightfall turns to the sunny days of summer Blow me a kiss in the winter wind to make me feel better Then, I’m feeling a lot better But, it’s best to let go of your sweater And live my life for the better — I’m still somewhat unsure What the future may hold, but with you in mind, I will endure I think it’s better that I let go of our memories of yesterday’s longing for now And let go of regrets we once held on to for so long and wipe the tears from your face Better that I give you some rest for tomorrow’s upcoming day somehow Instead of constantly running the race to reach towards you in vast, glimmering grace