Better Left Untitled

I can't understand it. I guess acceptance is just not allowed. In a picture imperfect world where souls silently suffer and thier bodies coldly fall to the ground.My heart left hollow. My mind filled with questions. The truth accompanied by a guilt stricken concience found.Different places in conversation with him left scrambling in my mind. The emptiness I feel when I realize he will no longer be around. A happy smile for every thousand tears. A mind twisting sequence. My watery eyes have not yet disappeared. Those last moments with him unkwowingly drowning in my own ignorance. My mind now collapsing remebering my blank second sense. Forgiving the peers around him who unkowingly dimmed the happy spirit he possesed. Only a bright light I noticed of innocence,kindness, and incredible happiness. He cheered my day with each caring hello. Little appreciated at the time ,treated like a blessing to my memory now. He took a piece of everyone whose lives he touched. Onlookers with heavy hearts and sad eyes. He was loved and he will be missed very much.