Betrayal

I have been cheated always, I was trapped and never left with any ways. I wanted to be a part of the natural sunshine or sunset, But what I was given was the life of the death. People here differentiate between life and death, They don’t know about the cruel reality of this universe, Many lives well and some coz of their curse. There is always a conflict between what you feel and what you say, What’s your mind says and what’s your heart needs anyway. One chooses addiction and the other goes for rehabilitation, What’s for me??...I am completely blank without any notion. One betrays and the other asks for trust, I can’t go back, once born this life is a must.