Bended Mind

She was an angel Falling from the sky She heal my heart when I was about to die And in return I paid her back with evil coins Her heart was broken And it could not be mended Night mares and grotesque visions Horrors extended Now my mind is bended When our time was good I would kiss her in the clear view of the sun And to her Our souls was one She taught me the true meaning of living Why I am here and what is important What is not Her hair fell over her shoulders like a cascade on a hill And her breast was firm Like petals which were unplucked Her lips taste like honeyed wine Her imagination sent chills down my spine She had a mind of genius My mind was minus But I paid her pack with evil coins When things got better To suffer a life of misery and pain Bended mind I am like an oxen with no brain. I can no longer live with shame So I die again