Behind My Laughters

Morning sun rise up Coffee in a cup New leaves from the branches of trees Cold air passing by me, I embrace Clear like a blue sky My face seems as I passed them by Laughter, sweet smile are sort of happiness But right inside, I’m dying and wanting to rest You came along, you brought me there The place where nobody care You got me drop back on that unknown place You’re gone and go along with someone else Where is the promise? Where is the plan? You let me go, all was gone Like a bullet in a gun I missed the moments we've shared Sitting in the grass, pointing the bird But I was drawn with all your lies Got me broken in a surprise It’s not easy to let you go ‘Cause my heart will always love you But need to accept we’re not meant to be ‘Cause SHE owned your heart TODAY! You’re now newly wed And already have a kid You left me broken You left me in pain Pretending to be happy But it wasn't anyway Feelings changed Thanks to my Friend But when I’m alone Reminiscing is going on Smiling outside, crying inside ‘Cause behind my laughter, sorrows hide.