Beginning and the End

I’m sitting back and letting days slip by The window stares and shows me so much hate My heart still fades as I resent its lies I disappear as there’s nothing left to hide Holding me away from hurting you I could bring you pain and burn you up inside There’s still a part of me I think is true But if I looked I know I’d shoot you through The dark in me has claimed another day The things I see are begging me to stay The lies I hear still tell me it’s ok But to be free I’ll screw it all away The light is false, I know because I saw The space above is just a natural whore Without the dark there’s no such thing as law The light I see is a reaction and a door I’m taking you apart I’ll get inside your heart I’ll bet you feel so smart I’ve screwed your mind and taken you to the start I’ve taken me apart I am inside my heart I am my work of art I’ve screwed my mind and I must now restart