Begining of Your Past

am ii your everythiing? wat do ii mean to you? do u stiil want me? how long can we do thiis? ii wonder can u answer these questiions, r we falliing off... so do u stiil love me? do ii stiill capture your eye? for so long ii have wondered these thoughts, and ii have yet to figure them out, iits liike a niightmare and ii cant wake up, somebody pinch me please!!! what do u really want from me? liike really,,,, how do ii keep your attentiion?? have you grown tiired of me? iis that iit?... but ii refuse to beg... NOPE!!!!! NOT ME!!! but ii love you.. do u understand me? do u hear me....? I LOVE YOU!!! ii have giiviin up alot for you.. but only to b put to the siide by another.. ii went from beiing your everythiing to beiing..... THE BEGINING OF YOUR PAST...