Beg To Have

I ask for your help I have never been too proud to beg Beg your pardon Beg for a morsel of your time Time to write a different script Time undertakes my logic Logic has never been my strongest point Logic lacks what I need Need bounces off my equilibrium Need feeds off yesterday's mistakes Mistakes I repeat Mistakes you never seemed to make Make like a bird and fly away Make your waves on a different ocean Ocean line yourself out of here Ocean spray your inconsistancies Inconsistancies with a capital C Inconsistancies I can't see See me walk See me run Run past forward Run further away Away from the thing I was Away from your simple Simple pleasures Simple mind Mind playing tricks on me Mind over your matter Matter of facts I didn't understand Matter converted to energy Energy that cost too much Energy we both wasted Wasted on yesterday Wasted on nothing Nothing ever really lasts Nothing is nothing but a whisper Whisper insanity in my ear Whisper until my mind erases you You have consumed me for too long You who drip from your empty Empty cup Empty promises Promises I hung my hat on Promises you never meant to keep Keep away from me Keep what I can't have Have my dreams Have a cup of my broken Broken Dreams I read Debbie Guzzi's poem and thought I would give the form a try.