Become

i cant believe this has become I swore i would never do this again, not even a little some I have used before and it hurt me then Why have i decided to use again Its because i am left alone in this world with no one And i was sick of it and i just said I'm done I will end up in a abandoned house anyways spending the rest of my days I have been told it many times i tried to ignore it and listen for joyful chimes It didn't work so now I'm here instead of where i wanted to be, Up there