Because of What You'Ve Done

Long before my birth you decided I had no worth You decided you didn't want to be my father but I don't understand what's the bother I don't undertand what I could've done to make you not want me as your son I heard you already had a son, my brother who is from a different mother I should feel like I'm someone but I don't because of what you've done I also feel that I'll never be loved by anyone and that I'm not worthy of love from anyone My cousin teases me a lot I think he liked doing this a lot All of this makes me extremely sad and a little bit mad No matter how much I try not to, I cry and embarassment has made me lie Although you've cause me a lot of pain somehow I haven't gone insane Eventhough it's been more than twenty years the pain still hurts like being stabbed by spears And I'm still plagued with lots of fears that when it comes to me, no one cares To be honest, this makes me quite irrate and filled with lots of hate And now because of what you've done I'll never ever consider myself your son