Beauty Within Chaos

She is the beauty amidst all of the darkness, and my sanity when surrounded by chaos. Every part of my being cherishes Her perfect flaws, and even on the worse day I wouldn't let this love go. We see the darkness in one another, and we both never give up. Some call this madness, we call it love. This love, however complicated, It is the purest you will find. It is a disease of the mind and body, but has the antecdote for the heart. She is the one, She is my only, my motivation, my encouragement, my reason. The sun, the warm feeling on your skin, that is Her smile to me. Her eyes, like glancing at the most beautiful oceans, bring me to my knees without hesitation. My best friend, my lover, my peace within. When my heart bleeds out, She is there with the needle and the thread. I hope I could be so fortunate to leave this life before Her, a selfish desire, but I could not bare to take the breath I would have to take without Her by my side. She has given me the most precious joy in my life, Our son, who holds my heart. For that alone I owe her my forever. My forever I will give her. She is the beauty amidst all of the darkness, and my sanity when surrounded by myself.